The First Breakthrough of Indefiniteness

JUNE 25, 2013
Happy First Birthday!

It's a year after.

What has become to a once an innocent child? Has the past reached its oblivion state? How do you believe that you are not standing in limbo?

It's a year after, and it calls for celebration.

Life has changed since the first step, the first look, the first touch, the first taste -- when all of your senses were still normally functioning within your naive human form, trying to keep you existent and alive.

You've reached your penniless state or your figurative nothingness as you realize that you have invested a lot in worthless things, wasted times, temporary satisfaction, and ephemeral pleasures that somehow even brought you obnoxious heartaches and pains.

Still you choose to stand still. It's a year after -- you're still holding your ground. You choose to stay and believe that things will happen in their destined time.

Hunger strikes when your soul starts searching for something new. You feel that a year gone by turned into a daily rut of forceful efforts to survive every day is pushing you to look for a brand new experience of doing things in a different approach.

And then comes procrastination saying hello. Fear follows and creeps in. Little by little, you let them drive the wheel and steer your ship onto rough waves under the menacing clouds. Now, what takes a toll in your life? Who's to blame?

The challenge is to be at the helm of things - you change your own destiny and be where you want to be. A year has passed and still nothing changed? Maybe then you are at a slow pace of seizing the days, especially when you're after a great difference in your life -- that break point you want to own. 

It's a year after. You deserve a pat on the back. Kudos my friend!

You have survived those days of blandness, jubilation and sorrow. Cheers to more days of life's surprises, to the indefiniteness and unpredictability of reality. You'll soon be having a day in the sun or find yourself in a pickle -- you'll never know. But continue to dream and believe for breakthroughs abound!

No worries, though. Just inhale, exhale, and pray.

It's all in His time, in His hands. You've got your faith, and you're good to go.