Love on a Friday

It was Thursday afternoon when the wind whipped past by me and took my happiness away.

Xhy started ignoring me. I got vulnerable and porous enough to absorb her contagious grumpiness. And it was only later I learned from Laiza why she was acting that way -- because I was too unmovable, she got disappointed and frustrated after I repeatedly turned her down on a Baler trip. And still I paid no attention. I couldn't care less. It was still my choice anyway. I did not want to go. What do they care? (Yeah, I know. I was being a stubborn little brat.)

I wasn't really feeling up and alive since then. It was past midnight when I had a little chat with my colleague-friends. We were initially talking about something (err.. someone?) when my honey Jam posted a picture that triggered an underlying tension amid the conversation. It just made me feel worse so I had to quit. I decided to just sleep it off wishing I'd feel better when I wake up.

JUNE 30.

Unfortunately, Mr. Sun wasn't powerful enough to get a grip on me. It was payday. I wanted to just loaf around the whole day. I was feeling very idle. I still went to work though.

But little did I know that I would be having my heart B-R-O-K-E-N on a Friday. </3

I stayed anxiously quiet the whole day at work with a looooot of things preoccupying my mind. Xhy was still ignoring me. And Jam, surprisingly did not even bother to say hello. What's wrong with my honey? :'(

Evening came. It was this message I saw while I was getting the nightly scripts done.

And a frappe, with a little note on a tissue was delivered to me shortly after I read that text message.

AND MY HEART JUST MELTED AWAY! Oh, God --  I got weak on my knees! They swept me off my feet! >insert tantrums here<

Jam and I had to talk over the phone to clear things up. She got a little jealous over... never mind. But uuhh... wasn't that sweet, eh? :') I did blush within. Hihi. ♥

Xhy could not resist either. Hey, I AM her baby sister after all. Haha. She loves me so much, she just knows how to get me. Yeah, right. :D You won this time, Xhy. ♥

Well, behind all these things (or should I say petty quarrels?) was my dear Laiza who stayed beside me and helped me get through a tough Friday. She reminded me, "Tignan mo, ang daming nagmamahal sayo. Kaya wag ka na ma-sad." Our friendship and understanding went beyond than I expected. Haha. Thank you and I love you, BebeLai. ♥

And yes, I think I have to thank Elmer too. For the record, he was very consistent and persistent enough to convince me to join the trip. He used his charming ways and jests to get me. Haha! He did everything in my favor. Bravo, Elmer! Bravo. :) Thank you. If it wasn't for you as well, I would not dream of going back to that heavenly place in Baler.


Above everything else, I could not stop thanking You, Papa God! ♥ I felt Your love through my friends. Thank You. Thank You for making me feel soooo loved. Thank You for making things possible for me. Thank You for reminding me how to love the people around me. Thank You, thank You. I love You too, Papa God.

I got really overwhelmed. THANK YOU. Cheers to a happy Friday! :) More to come! Yey!